I am one with the Universe and it’s with me

Oh! I must say, I have been caught between a rock and a hard place lately. I have been bombarded with offers’ of Awards and so far I had one that didn’t went well. I received a letter along with a check coming from Walt Disney World for $7,982. I was told to place the check in my bank account. But, I had this weird feeling that I should open a new account; which I did. What I did I open an account a new account. I suppose the check was an authentic. The bank didn’t question the check. t was also informed that the funds are to cover for the insurance for the actually check coming. This check was very large $2 millions. I believe I was ban-buzzle taken advantage of. I withdrew the funds after the check was clear. I was following orders; I was told to wire the funds to cover for the insurance. I am still waiting for the real check to arrive through UPS. Now the new account is on hold, I can’t take any funds from this account. I was also told that the $900 I can used for my own used. I believe they call this money laundering. Who would have thought this is what people do today.
Now I got another call from someone from Dallas, Tx Airport informing me that there are two packages arrived from over seas Switzerland in route to JFK Airport, I am to pay for the insurance on these packages cause hundred’s of dollars. I wire said amount to someone through Money Gram, I am still waiting for said packages.
I don’t believe I am going about this the right way. If someone won an Award; shouldn’t the award be mail directly to your address or into your bank account if so desired.
I guess, even I need to continue to read my books to find the 10 second miracle!
I am getting caught up with the 12 wonderful things that will happen’s to me within a short window of opportunity. I hope my luck change quick, because I am losing out and being taken for a foul.
Help!
I believe, I have too much on my plate and I am not thinking correctly.
The 10 second miracle is not coming in the way I thought it would. I will slow down and hoping that life our the universe connect with me once again.
My desire to retire is on my mind, and it’s burning a hole in my brain. I am so tired of taking care of other people’s wrongs and it getting the best of me.
What you think Michael?
I got another offer