Great Meeting!!!

I loved this meeting. It answered a lot of questions. I have to admit though I am still struggling and as embarrasing as it is the thing I struggle with is laziness. It makes me crazy! My wife is so driven and forcefull at everything. If I had half her drive I’d be rich by now. Part of the problem has to do with the ease at which I can put together these puzzles. I have done it all my life it seems. But somewhere along the line (actually in the third grade) something happened. Nothing traumatic or anything. I just figured out everyone was always doing things the hardway. The ability has always been easy. But there in lies the drawback. It’s just so easy to get want you want at a base level by just using the right words and ideas. I can’t seem to force myself to escape the laziness. It’s like being in a well with a rope dangling just maddeningly out of reach. And worst of all laziness defeats the ability to envision myself as truly successful. Oh I can momentarily, but doubt always creeps in. I have not given up though. I am fighting still and I knew even before your gift of Neothink arrived that to give up would be an act of slow drawn out suicide via eating myself to death. So at this point I am at 320lbs and decending, with glimpses of dreams where I am 200. If anything can help it is Neothink, and it has. My will that seemed to have left me long ago has come back at least partially. On my happiest note, my wife is reading the material and its like life is being breathed back into her. And with her energy she may take the world by storm. 🙂
Thank you Mark. And one day I believe you will recover your dad. And I will do my best to win my battle so I can be there to see that day. Thanks again.