Forces of nature

I worked on a job of labor for about two weeks to be able to afford the $30 membership to the secret society. I hope to get started soon. My Option trade for this month is doing great. Also I watched part three of meeting three again. I felt that I have been in phase 2 of my life almost my whole entire life. I would like to learn how to trust people again. I like the marketing part that was in phase three. I have always been searching for a better and easier way without lowering my standards. I was about to pawn all my precious gems jewelry and fur to get started in more option trades and to join the Secret Society however the pawn shop want to give me $350 for a ring that is worth at least $2000 to $3300. If I was to leave my ring it would have to be well worth it. They would change my stones.