Am I

Hello,
This day does not really bring out the best in me, and my note will probably not be very optimistic. as you know, Ive spent perhaps 50% of my life as a piece of dust blowing in the wind, now my expectations have changed dramatically. However, I know I have the power to do what I must. In level three, I did read the three chapters 3,4,7 I was just signing on to go back and follow instructions, but I guess time elapsed, so I couldnt complete. There is a reason for that, Im not making excuses, im just letting you know where I stand, I am on the brink of losing what little I have, im not even concerned with making lots of money rapidly, I just want to survive my present living status, which really isnt much at all. Im not asking for anything, i dont think but I do try daily. How else can one who has been in the dark for 50% change just like that. I know through my life i have lived according to your ways at times, but this transistion has been such an experience to catch up, Im just not there. Its gotten to the point that I feel everyone knows the score at all times, in which I know they dont. So Mr Hamilton, if I remember correctly, I was a lousy daily soldier for the armed forces, but when I was needed for combat situations, there was no one more trustworthy than myself. Im not saying we are going to combat or not, Im just saying one can always count on me. Anyway, neothink has been extremely helpful to me and my mind, and I look forward to when I break through, in which I know I will. I just dont understand how all these comments are kept in such a mini circle. referring to the content. Sorry bout not singing in to finsh the level.