getting it right

Hello Nellie &Mark I want to thank you for the level three integration YES I have found my FNE It happened a week and a day ago on a creativity Sunday night meeting I must say mark you out did yourself with the mentors that speak in the club houses. On that Sunday evening I had a gentlemen from Oregon i think his name was Bruce a gentleman from new jersey and a young lady named Elaine they made all the difference in the world for my integration into myself and finding out who i was meant to be when i came on that night they were talking about essence and the things we loved to do i said mine was i loved the woods and let them know i had a lawn&land co they said it had sounded like i had found my essence all the next day i couldn’t stop thinking about the words that came from them then it hit me Bruce had spoke about what was something that your parents always told you to stop doing when you were younger mine were always telling me to stop talking to strangers the gentlemen from new jersey talked about his daughter having tea with her imaginary friend till her father would walk in then she would be with him off of both of these i found that i love talking with people making them laugh and bring a brighter day to them while i like my business i don’t get to speak to people and i miss that and as for when i feel alone i still speak to my father Christ will always be a part of my life as will all of you now Elaine had given at least for me the most profound integration when i came on that night and spoke i had told them that it will take a little while for me to open up. While i love to talk it takes me awhile to give integrations i’ve been badgered so much for my own thoughts it’s very uncomfortable for me to talk about my ideas but i’m getting over that quickly. Elaine had spoken about when Miss Annabelle finally had opened up the quite little boy he had wonderful integrations it had made me think of something i had heard when i was younger now i’m not sure if i’m saying this exactly the way the artist had said it and i’m not sure if this is the right artist who had wrote this but i believe Shakespeare had wrote walls do not make a prison nor do bars a cage. It made me think you can be a completely free person while being imprisoned within your own mind. YOU and the society have now giving me the key to break through my walls and push down those bars and more than ever i want to be a part of the TVP. My father had only asked one thing that was to spread his word his ideas the TVP does that and is that word Yes I’m right were i belong and helping the TVP to achieve to accomplish the goals so many have worked so hard to bring back is nothing more than the greatest HONOR a person could ever have. As for getting on the Neothink site i will have to wait just a little longer i have a very large account that is not paying their bill and haven’t for several months and even though it stinks it’s keeping me from being able to become a member i hope to have enough saved soon so i can carry myself through the winter on the members site but have to wait till i know that it wont hinder progress. I want to end this with a quote I’ve read that i feel fits in very well to my third meeting.

If I have seen further,it is by standing on the shoulders of giants-Isaac Newton.